Things happened very fast, lots already forgotten.
Time is like our life.
It cannot be undo.
The past is past, cannot be edited.
Sweet memories easily forgotten.
The saddest part easily remained.
He was my best friend, mentor, teacher, murobbi, comforter, guider on this life.
Started to know him at the end of 2006.
On 17 December 2010, Allah SWT took him from us.
I never cry when somebody died in the last 10 years, i am not sure if i ever cry when somebody close to me passed away.
That morning when i woke up for Fajr prayer, i did realized that there was a message on my phone.
Opened it, read it, and i lost on my own world.
Pretended to buy a breakfast, i drove my mom's car at a very slow speed.
My tears dropped like a rain.
After a few minutes, i stopped at the side of the road and continue crying.
Started to know him at the end of 2006.
On 17 December 2010, Allah SWT took him from us.
I never cry when somebody died in the last 10 years, i am not sure if i ever cry when somebody close to me passed away.
That morning when i woke up for Fajr prayer, i did realized that there was a message on my phone.
Opened it, read it, and i lost on my own world.
Pretended to buy a breakfast, i drove my mom's car at a very slow speed.
My tears dropped like a rain.
After a few minutes, i stopped at the side of the road and continue crying.

Detected having a blood cancer at the end of 2008.
He was a medics final year student in our university.
Struggled with dozens sets of chemo-therapies and at the same time need to complete assignments, answering the exams, visits patients.
Continuously receiving and accepting offer to become a speaker for various programs even-though his health condition deteriorated.
If you see the picture above, blood cancer did not stop him from joining a mass demonstrations against the Zionist, a lots of demonstration he attended.

Graduated with flying colors.
Not long after that, doctors in the UK given up and said he only have a few months to live.
On February 2010, he went back to Malaysia for good.
I made a visits when i got a free time.
Take a bus or drive a car to KL from Johor.
That night i missed a bus to Shah Alam.
I planned to visit him after attending a marriage ceremony.
Allah knows best, that morning he left us.

Till now, my tears easily drops when i think about him.
Our relationship is truly for the sake of Allah.
He taught me about the wisdom in da'wah, he taught me about the real Islam.
May Allah bless us with forgiveness, bless us with the Heaven of Firdaus

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